AHAH

TOO TIRED & TOO BORED
I really don't know how to deal with a matter of mine
people say that it's too dangerous for me to keep going
I know, I know previously all but I truly have no choices
I tried to ignore but I couldn't!
no warning & coming unexpectedly.
I do not like this behavior
I know that I'll be....after, I tried my best but there r no success!
sometimes I wish...
If only....
how?
the worst thing that waste time without necessity!
how can I deal with is a big ? up to now!
this make me feel tired & I really want to postpone all