I'm hesitating!

I'm hesitating! Will I unlearn about joining this group? if I gave up, I would regret about a lot of things. I would mislay a lot of nice friends. I know that they will stand by my side whenever I need a help. However, I feel really bored when I get information and I feel that I'm wasting my time. OK! I'm gonna taking final examination.And then I'll come back my home.How happy I am when I think of.....8->